Three weeks until the Indianapolis Monumental Marathon!! I
will be running as a member of Team in Training (TNT), an endurance program
that raises money for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Marathons are already
emotional, but this race will be taking on a whole new meaning for me.
My fundraising page: http://pages.teamintraining.org/in/CHNIndi14/schramc
Why TNT?
I decided to run a marathon with TNT when my cousin Paul
lost his battle with leukemia in 2012. Growing up, I knew as much about him as
any distant relative… a VERY funny and light-hearted guy who would sometimes
give us gifts from his latest travels. But in the last year of his life, our
relationship changed drastically. I was about to bike across the US with 4K for
Cancer when I found out Paul had been in remission for non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma, and
was now battling leukemia. I kept a blog detailing daily struggles and triumphs
on the ride, and he became one of my most dedicated followers. He said reading
my words helped him get through chemo and later, the endless wait for a bone
marrow donor.
A comment from my 4K
blog
June 24, 2011 at 9:17 pm
Paul says:
100 MILES… amazing! I’m inspired by your posts
and the undertaking of such a
trek just to help people.
Keep it up,
your proud cousin, Paul
I started to think of him more and more as I pedaled over
mountains and through endless deserts and windy plains. I knew that my daily battles
were nothing compared to his. He said that I inspired him, but I think he inspired
me even more.
I was lucky enough to see Paul several times after my return, before he passed away in January 2012. I will never forget the look on his face the last time I saw him, when I told him I'd decided to do my PhD research in pharmaceutics so that one day I could develop cancer treatments. Whenever things get tough in grad school, that's what i think of.
So this one's for you, Paul! I hope I can continue to make you proud.
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Training with TNT
Training with Team in Training has
been awesome so far. For most of my running career, I've been a solo runner.
Here and there I'll do a run with a friend, but never as a part of a group or
club. I've come close to joining local running clubs, but I was always deterred
by the fact that I had to run on the group's schedule, which never seemed to
fit with my own.
And truthfully, it has been
a struggle to make it to the TNT group training runs... I was injured or
travelling each weekend for the first month and a half of group runs. When I
could finally go, it hit me that I'd have to wake up at 5am to get there on
time since the group runs are in Indianapolis. It was the last thing I wanted
to do on a Saturday after already having woken up at 5am all week for my
internship in Indy. But I did it anyway. If it was any other group, there's no
way I would have had the motivation to wake up to my alarm before the sun rises
for the sixth day in a row and drive
an hour+ to do a long run that would inevitably be painful. But something felt
different about this particular group. It's not just a group of strangers
united by a mutual love of running, but by a much deeper cause.
And immediately, on my first day there,
I knew I had made a good choice. I was greeted by one of the coaches, Mark,
with whom I'd already had an on-going email chain discussing strategies to
improve my time so that I can reach my goal. Mark ran with me that day and it
was clear how invested he was in helping me improve as a runner. And that goes
for all the coaches - they train with us, in addition to providing water and
support for us on the training course. I also found out that they will be
running bits of the race with each of us as well!
At another of the group runs, I met
Gary. It was early September and fall had decided to come early, so after
months of balmy temperatures I suddenly found myself standing in a circle with
the other runners shivering uncontrollably in the dark and completely dreading
the upcoming 14 miler. I wasn’t exactly in a good mood. But as soon as I
started running with Gary... well that changed. At first he may seem like your
average out-going, older runner, who is clearly in great shape and loves
running with other people. But no. Gary is not your average runner, he is a
BADASS. He was diagnosed with CLL (chronic lymphocytic leukemia) over ten years
ago, and is still battling it today. There are currently no targeted treatments
for this particular type, so since his diagnosis, he has been participating in
TNT events nearly every year (except when he’s undergoing chemo), and he has
raised a boatload of money. Running all those races with cancer?! I can't even
imagine. I also can't imagine fundraising every single year. But as Gary put
it, "when I found out, I realized I had two options: do something about
it, or don't." Participating in TNT is his way of taking back some control
in an uncontrollable situation.
Every time I run with Gary, the miles
fly by. We chat about everything from our mutual love of New Zealand to the
things he's come to realize since finding out his number of days left is less
than he'd planned. Nothing will quite make you forget your petty complaints
about the weather/shin splints/sleep depravity like running with a man with cancer
- and getting your butt kicked. (He claimed he could barely keep up with me,
but really it was the other way around).
Training progress
So how has my training been going so
far?
Things started out poorly when my
first month of training became non-existent due to a knee injury in June. But,
thanks to physical therapy, I was back at it by the end of July. Seriously – it
works miracles. Even though I’ve only been able to run 2x a week for most of
this training cycle, cross-training (bike, elliptical, swimming) plus the
strength and flexibility I’ve gained from physical therapy has made my training
VERY successful.
Two weeks ago I ran a 10K PR at the
Mustached Turtle Dash in Indianapolis, and finished 1ST PLACE
OVERALL FEMALE!! Woohoo!
Yesterday, I ran my fastest 20-miler
ever at the TNT group run!! Finishing 20 miles in just over 3 hours.
Added 10/19: Just ran my second sub-1:50 half marathon at the Purdue Boilermaker Half!
Added 10/19: Just ran my second sub-1:50 half marathon at the Purdue Boilermaker Half!
Can’t wait to CRUSH this marathon - and cancer! - in a few weeks.
Yeah, I'm awkwardly tearing up at work. I really like Gary's quote, not just applied to cancer but about life in general. He's motivational, for sure!
ReplyDeleteGO GIRL! I am so proud of you!!
This brought tears to my eyes. You are so inspirational and such a great writer. I miss cousin Paul but I know he will be smiling down from heaven at every mile! This is such a great cause... I had no idea what team in training was all about and this entry really put it into perspective.
ReplyDeleteLOVE the shout out to PT! So glad to hear your knee has gotten better. After a first place win and PR for 20 miles, who knows what's in store?! Don't be discouraged of it doesn't go as planned during the race. Just picture Paul at the finish line and get there when you get there. Even if it takes 6 hours!
Gary sounds inhuman and we could all use a lesson from someone like that in our lives. It takes a special person to see it from the perspective you do. Wish I could be there to cheer you both on.
Unbelievable. Unstoppable. Caity Schram.